what am i doing?

wanna create 1 special blog for me and cik is..gedik tak?haha

still have time to blog when i supposed to study.. 

winter sonata..

my parents will depart to Korea on 11.30 pm tonight..for holiday/vacation/honeymoon..hope they will enjoy their time and have a safe journey..

ayah will be the only guy in the group of 20,,so i think they will always berkepit..hehehe 8 days and 6 nights trip..pandai2 lah mak layan ayah..hehehe

they will stay 2 nights at Jheju Island..yeah,,the beatiful,must see island..the one in Korean drama My Girl..they also will visit where they shoot for winter sonata...i'm so jealous...but i think i should give my parents some time for their own..so mak,,dont forget to shopping for my behalf k..hehe

have a safe trip and have fun my parents~~

goodnite~

can't sleep..can't barely breathe..i got flu..i don't know where i pick up the flu..huhu i hate when i had flu..

boring...nothing to do..actually i have tons to study..my final about a month away but i am still not in study mode..duhh~ what is wrong with you farihin?..this is your final semester..

can't sleep + boring + not in the mood to open my book = ended up with this cartoon..

this one is so true..

this one is me..=p

this one is also true..lol!

have a good sleep everybody~ tomorrow,,start a new day with a smile ok? 

silent...

silent......

silent.........

silent............

silent................

silent....................

tired of this silence...

do i have to get through another one week with this silence?

dear birds and wind..come and sing...

but what song?there is no song can fill this silence i guess...

hey,,you there..yes you who named love...

you who give me feeling but then you give me silence...

you who inspired me happiness but then lead me to tears...

just please don't come and go..

i want you to come and stay...forever...

when you thought everything will goes well,,suddenly a silent storm come by and ruin everything...

without you knowing what,why,when and how...

it breaks your heart into thousand pieces...

you pick it up,,patch it all by YOURSELF..

yes,,even with your family,bff,friends and all your  loves one besides you still have to do it by your own..its like patching your heart is DIY things..

and without you realizing it,,the DIY things broke your heart to million pieces..

hurt,pain,lonely,sadness,tears become your new "bantal busuk"...

when you hate you hurt..when you love you smile..

thats why,,always love..and the easiest person to love is yourself..

and the easiest person to hate is the person you love the most..