some people don't know how to appreciate things they have or people around them..

not because of their ego or ignorance..they just don't..

Can't Lose/Can't Live With Losing

to all couples,,married,engage or gf bf..please watch this drama..this is not another typical lovey dovey romantic korean drama..this is real love life story..seriously...

guys,,you will know how much the girls burden herself to make everyone happy except herself....how much they love to have conversation with you to understand you better..how stubborn but soft inside they are..and etc..

girls,,you will know why guys have such high ego..how much they try to please you even though you will not acknowledge those thing..why guys always kept all their problems to themselves..and etc..

but i have to say,,at first you will hate this couple..but you will notice,,or at least deep inside your heart,,you will say "they just like us"..

seriously,,you will learn a lot about relationship,,men and women through this drama..and you will understand how important to be brutally honest with your partner..to have one-to-one conversation with your partner..to cherish the person you love..

ohh and guys,, don't say that you doesn't watch korean drama cause i know you all watch Love Story in Harvard..=p

p/s: this drama have 16 episodes and doesn't end yet..

rasa nak ketawa je..

aku ade kawan..kita panggil die En.A la yea..ktorg kawan dari sek rendah lagi..boleh la dikatakan rapat..sebab dari darjah 3 smpi darjah 6 kelas sama..(1 kelas cmtu) rumah sukan sama,,pg tuisyen yg sama..rapat tp xde la rapat gile..sbb nye die suka usik aku..aku usik la die balik..dulu2 kan boyish dan tak tau malu..haha

masuk sekolah menengah dah lost contact..tp xdela lost sgt2..kdg2 jumpa kat pasar..raya mesti jumpa kat umah cikgu rahman nye..kre contact setahun skali la kalau raya tahun tu sekali je..hehe

ok,,cukup smpi situ introduction,,cite yg aku nak smpikan ialah bila pg td tbe2 die msg.."ein,,aku nak masuk minang ko bile aku dah start keje" tak ke bergolek2 aku gelak.."ape mimpi ko nie,,En.A"..tau la ko tak keje lagi pun elaun ko almost sama banyak ngan gaji aku,,tp takyah la tbe2 msg gtu kan?

"aku siyes,bile2 ko free jom kt g date..nak?" En.A reply...melopong la aku kejap..30saat pastu aku dah takleh benti ketawa..

bahagiakah aku dicintai?

ya Allah, what is this feeling?

am i truly happy with this love?

how long it will be like this?

is he the one for me? if not, why do i love him?

jika ya,,permudahkanlah dan percepatkanlah perjalanan kami untuk mendirikan masjid..


ya Allah,,sesungguhnya aku rasa berdosa..berdosa yang amat sgt..bercinta tanpa ikatan yg sah..


ya Allah yang Maha Mengetahui berikanlah aku petunjuk..kuatkan dan tetapkanlah hatiku

had enuf

aku boleh terima org maki-hamun aku..buat la ape pun insyaAllah aku boleh sabar..

tp aku paling pantang org kasar ngan mak ayah aku..paling pantang!

ikotkan hati aku sepak2 je org tu..

Alhamdullilah Allah bg aku kesabaran..aku hanya tegur org tu walaupun dlm hati membara yg amat..

Ya Allah,ampunkanlah dosa aku,kedua ibu bapa ku..berikan la aku kesabaran ya Allah..berikan la aku ketabahan untuk terus menjaga kedua ibu bapaku..amin~

bengong nye maxis

kedit elok2 ade dlm 12hengget cmtu tbe2 je tggl o..pehal..wa online pki wifi pun tolak gak ke?bengong!

senyum sampai ke telinga..

yeay!!semalam dah convo..=) happy sgt2...menggenggam segulung ijazah..(walaupun dlm skroll kosong je hehe)

pagi sebelum berarak masuk dewan

the only pic with my parents after keluar dewan..mak nak balik dah..panas..hehe

malam semalam g tgkp gmbr kat studio pulak..

congratulation my friends!

what a surprise..he came..

excited!

sabtu nie segala penat lelah selama 3 1/2 tahun akan memberi makna..yes,,convocation!

everything dah ready..baju dah gosok,jubah pun dah..tudung je ngah pk lagi..hee

meh la dtg UM ramai2 sabtu ni!=)




p/s: wonder if he will come..

p/s: imagine me being a full-time teacher..which one better?secondary or primary?

trying

yes,,its take time..i will give some time to myself to be sad,,to cry and do any sort of grieve method that i can think of..then i will move on and stand up with lots of strength..i just want be able to live my life without thinking about this..

the most depressing part is my friends all have bf and ready to settle down..and me?broke-up and have to find new guy and bla bla bla....huhu i don't have problem being single but my parents..they really hoping that i will settle down within these 2 years..and after they heard the news they start to nag..huhu they blame me..for taking my relationship for granted..which is not true!but i dont want to talk bad about anybody so i just absorb everything my parents said and tell them "xde jodoh..nak buat cmne..." and yes,,i cried that night..that the hardest part..

but i believe my parents always support me in every decision i made..i also have my dearie friend..i am really sorry to ale for not taking her advice..she want me to keep holding on but i cant anymore..and the most important,,Allah always by my side..i always pray to Him to guide me...

well,,i guess i will start my new chapter of life soon..=) make me smile everybody..